Hidden Thoughts Within My Tumblr That No One Reads

At ungodly hours of the night, aint much to wander the mind. Im looking through my past with the biggest microscope, and looking at all the mistakes. The deepest parts of me know I wasted a lot of time last year. I don’t want to make those mistakes again. I want to stick to my plans and not get detoured by the prettiest smile, with a promise of nothing. I am at a crossroads. A crossroads most of us meet at 30. I didn’t meet it a 30 cuz I knew what I wanted. Well things changed and now its time to figure out my life as it stand and change it. I lost lots of peeps in the past 9 months.ย 

Im not tripping. In fact, I feel lighter. Free. I don’t need a lot of things to survive. Unnecessary ppl #1 on that list. As they say, someone’s rejection is God’s protection. We got to remember that from time to time. In the next year, all I got is me. I am my own protector and BFF. All I got. I will be away and I won’t have anyone to call to help or talk to really. Its a working vacay from my world. i want to regroup. Get solid. Get stronger and save. Most importantly. After Bootcamp, I came back ready for more. I still have that desire for more. I thought I found it, but I didn’t. That desire is still strong within. I must quint this thirst. This world is too wide to be stuck on what goes on in my local city. There is more.ย 

And I must find it.ย 

Ps. Its ok to feel sometimes. Just hurry back to business

Awww the good old days! With my lil bro and my lil sis, @love_laurenw Peep out my looney tunes totally krossed out Taz and Bugs shirt. This was my fav shirt. #goodolddays #80sbabies #calilife #mysibs #family #babybully #wildandcrazykids

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peopleofthediaspora:

90skindofworld:

House Party (1990)

I wanna have a party like this where dudes dance and don’t just get twerked on or stand in a group shaking their dreads.
peopleofthediaspora:

90skindofworld:

House Party (1990)

I wanna have a party like this where dudes dance and don’t just get twerked on or stand in a group shaking their dreads.
peopleofthediaspora:

90skindofworld:

House Party (1990)

I wanna have a party like this where dudes dance and don’t just get twerked on or stand in a group shaking their dreads.

peopleofthediaspora:

90skindofworld:

House Party (1990)

I wanna have a party like this where dudes dance and donโ€™t just get twerked on or stand in a group shaking their dreads.

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“I never thought lesbianism would be the image of black women but it seems like it is. How can someone even take her seriously just by looking at her. How can you ladies even look at her as a representative image of yourself and what you believe. I never thought black women would degenerate into this and actively embrace it. This sickens me. Ladies please wake up. Thereโ€™s plenty of us single straight black men who still love you and want to marry you and build black families with you. I am one of those men. Please stop supporting this lesbianism and being lesbian. Youโ€™re much more beautiful than that. I love you ladies and many of us black men still do. -”
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The Eff?
Because being a lesbian automatically means that you settled because a black man wouldnโ€™t love you?????


That aint how this works, bruh

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Preach

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Regardless of the truth and the lies that was told, ppl still lost their lives. There is other tragedies to bring up and never forget, but today we honor the fallen here. #neverforget #9/11 #bloodsacrafice #navy

Sailor runs in my blood … โš“๏ธโš“๏ธโš“๏ธโš“๏ธโš“๏ธโš“๏ธโš“๏ธโš“๏ธโš“๏ธโš“๏ธโš“๏ธ#hooyah #sailorgang #ancestors ๐ŸŒŠ๐ŸŒŠ๐ŸŒŠ๐ŸŒŠ๐ŸŒŠ๐ŸŒŠ๐ŸŒŠ๐ŸŒŠ๐ŸŒŠ๐ŸŒŠ๐ŸŒŠ #navy


From, Jay Z

From, Jay Z

From, Jay Z

From, Jay Z

From, Jay Z

From, Jay Z
damnyo4000:

jackieoblack:

Going away party for damnyo4000 Check out DJ Jiji Sweet on the 1s & 2s

My girl came thru!!!!!

Turn up! damnyo4000:

jackieoblack:

Going away party for damnyo4000 Check out DJ Jiji Sweet on the 1s & 2s

My girl came thru!!!!!

Turn up! damnyo4000:

jackieoblack:

Going away party for damnyo4000 Check out DJ Jiji Sweet on the 1s & 2s

My girl came thru!!!!!

Turn up!

damnyo4000:

jackieoblack:

Going away party for damnyo4000 Check out DJ Jiji Sweet on the 1s & 2s

My girl came thru!!!!!

Turn up!

thesoftghetto:

We’ve all heard of Betty Boop. But how many of you knew that she was based off of a BLACK woman.
Yes Betty Boop was based off of Ms.Esther Jones known by her stage name “Baby Esther”. She was an African-American singer and entertainer of the 1920’s. Her singing trademark was “Boop oop da doop” hence the name Betty Boop! She performed regularly at the cotton club in Harlem,New York.
Source
thesoftghetto:

We’ve all heard of Betty Boop. But how many of you knew that she was based off of a BLACK woman.
Yes Betty Boop was based off of Ms.Esther Jones known by her stage name “Baby Esther”. She was an African-American singer and entertainer of the 1920’s. Her singing trademark was “Boop oop da doop” hence the name Betty Boop! She performed regularly at the cotton club in Harlem,New York.
Source

thesoftghetto:

Weโ€™ve all heard of Betty Boop. But how many of you knew that she was based off of a BLACK woman.

Yes Betty Boop was based off of Ms.Esther Jones known by her stage name โ€œBaby Estherโ€. She was an African-American singer and entertainer of the 1920โ€™s. Her singing trademark was โ€œBoop oop da doopโ€ hence the name Betty Boop! She performed regularly at the cotton club in Harlem,New York.

Source

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scandinaviancollectors:

A detail from the Matrix, by Keith Haring, 1983. The entire piece is over 30 foot long, material ink on paper. / Google

scandinaviancollectors:

A detail from the Matrix, by Keith Haring, 1983. The entire piece is overย 30 foot long, material ink on paper. / Google

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bklynboihood:

confidentialonlinetherapist:

The 5 Love Languages (Gary Chapman)
If you value communication, affection, positive support, and intimacy in your relationships, this is a great place to start. No matter the type of relationship, whether intimate partner, parent/child, friend, we all give and receive love in primary ways. Understanding how YOU give and receive love, and how the other person gives and receives love can be a vital component to support your relationship. In many ways it can make things far easier, as you aren’t spinning your wheels wasting time, effort, or money giving love in the way they don’t seem to appreciate.
Learn more and take the quiz at:http://www.5lovelanguages.com/profile/

we talk about this constantly. bklynboihood:

confidentialonlinetherapist:

The 5 Love Languages (Gary Chapman)
If you value communication, affection, positive support, and intimacy in your relationships, this is a great place to start. No matter the type of relationship, whether intimate partner, parent/child, friend, we all give and receive love in primary ways. Understanding how YOU give and receive love, and how the other person gives and receives love can be a vital component to support your relationship. In many ways it can make things far easier, as you aren’t spinning your wheels wasting time, effort, or money giving love in the way they don’t seem to appreciate.
Learn more and take the quiz at:http://www.5lovelanguages.com/profile/

we talk about this constantly.

bklynboihood:

confidentialonlinetherapist:

The 5 Love Languages (Gary Chapman)

If you value communication, affection, positive support, and intimacy in your relationships, this is a great place to start. No matter the type of relationship, whether intimate partner, parent/child, friend, we all give and receive love in primary ways. Understanding how YOU give and receive love, and how the other person gives and receives love can be a vital component to support your relationship. In many ways it can make things far easier, as you arenโ€™t spinning your wheels wasting time, effort, or money giving love in the way they donโ€™t seem to appreciate.

Learn more and take the quiz at:
http://www.5lovelanguages.com/profile/

we talk about this constantly.

#legendary don’t you forget! #mj #missyou #rip

Happy bday to the best every!!!! #legend #rip #mj