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gangsta!
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ha! i memba!!!
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My blog post for tonight is this pic. In two days, it would have been the annie of my last relationship. I do feel some way because I loved my ex very deeply. I just don’t think she knew it completely. And thats my fault for not giving more of myself. I am in mourning. It takes a lot to bury something you know there is still something present. It takes a lot to walk away and stay … away. Its heavy. I did it with my 1st gf. Sometimes, you are not the one. Sometimes, your time is up. With my current ex, I feel like my time is up. I had my time and now, its time to go. Move on with my life and let her move on with hers. There was a story she told me about a woman and a tiger. If I can recall the story, this woman would had some options of seeing a tiger eat the one she loves or would she rather she her lover move on with someone that makes them happy. 6 months ago… I rather had the tiger chew up my ex. Now.. I just rather see her happy. I would rather the tiger eat me, then have to see her with a new love, but Im just emo like that. (ucantjudgeme) … all in all, I rather her happy with a good person and myself happy as well. Im living my life now. Im doing interesting things and meeting all kinds of people. I did things, I didn’t imagine myself doing, no less a year ago. I will always love my ex. plain and simple. Love her like Earthbound. Like rooted. Like a tree loves its home. And I know I will never love anyone the same why. Not saying I won’t love again, I will, I do. But its different every time. Good night… Song: Kevin Sandbloom - Blues for Bricktop
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in honor of MJ, Im posting one of my fav song from the invincible album … RIP MJ … we miss u!
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Inside the mind of a crazy, derange poet, painter, artist, big sister, asshole, film buff, bi-winner, dreamer, and jack of all trades but a master of none... Hi, my name is Damnyo Lee and I want to be your friend!
Current Occuption: Drunken Sailor and Black Frank Synatra
theme by Conkers
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