Uhm … Not In a Romantic Way
As I lay and think … She has made it officially hard for the next chick. I apologize in advance to her. Because it’s not her fault I am going to be as hard as I am. I should of be hard with the last one, but I knew what I had. So I didn’t. Just another notch on the bedpost as they say. I have mixed feelings about everything. I need to decide on one thing and just stick with it. Her words recently has pushed me to my most current feelings. I’m done. I’m putting all my hope in a box and putting it in my attic. Putting away all my emotions in a shoebox and pulling it out to reminisce. I got to compartmentalize I’ll be leave and I want to had put all the stupid feelings away. Not bury. But put away. I don’t need them. In time, I might get rid of them all together.
Good Morning …